Friday 6 April 2012

Learning to wait

So the Good Friday activities are done. I have been at a children's workshop with busyness of creating then on to a simple rendition of the gospel story from the last supper to the burial - using props we had added week by week through Lent and the tomb built for Sunday's grand reveal.

But Saturday is the long wait, we have the hindsight to know the story and look forward to Sunday, to hope, to life. But on that first Easter they didn't have have that, they had the grief, the confusion, the fear...  and it didn't look like life was coming, exactly the opposite.

I have had some serious stress over the last couple of weeks, the kind that punches you down even when not still getting equilibrium back from a significant depression wobble. At times like this it feels as if hope and life are beyond reach. Yet for Jesus' friends that was to come sooner than they could ever imagine.

My stresses may not disappear over a weekend, but Easter is a reminder that despite the pain and the chaos of life, hope still stands, and even if it feels as if it is always over the next horizon, maybe I can dare to wait, or at least dare to learn to wait.

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  1. Hi Avila, I have also been 'wobbly' with major depression, chronic fatigue and struggled with the issues that arise when one is also very involved in a church community.There is a wonderful network developing in Brisbane, Australia - The Nouwen Network - which is encouraging people in congregations who are having a hard time with their mental health and working towards addressing the stigma and lack of understanding that exists. Would you be interested in being on their mailing list? Blessings, Thrive ps. I have recently started a blog - http://thrivecan.wordpress.com/

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    1. I would love to be linked up to the Nouwen Network



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